The Eco-Feminine is a project by Ramala Hubb’Allah, a mystic on a mission to understand and implement the ways of the Divine in this chaotic and oft seemingly declining modern world.
It seems the mission chose her before she chose it, to the extent that it imposes itself upon her regardless of her seeking means to escape the weight of this task.
After years of working quietly to bring about an ecological consciousness to the people of her country alone, she left her house on the Southern shoreside of Pakistan, and semi-fled in a state of distress around the year 2012, seeking a destination where she, her consciousness and her work will be safe. After a fleeting trip to the eclectic and diverse Türkiye, and an even more fleeting tryst with the mystic and creative Nepal, she somehow almost magically got transported to the Pakistani Himalayas in 2013 where she has had extraordinary encounters since, the nature of which she deems to be semi-supernatural.
What she has experienced since 2013 is an epic tale of life, birth, death, love, hate, enmity, betrayal and some loyalty… as she has sought to understand the emerging world situation, to plant the seeds of Divine Love & Consciousness in key places of conflict, chaos and degeneration while struggling to not get sucked in by the turbid water of malevolence
She says that her work, which included projects involving healing and trade (both of which she deems key to creating a more stable and secure world), is incredibly powerful, often gets done through her and takes over her body mind and senses, often leaving her entirely startled. With time, practice, and tethering herself to her religious and spiritual practices, she says she is increasingly finding more stability after a decade of absolute rampaging chaos which nearly altered her personality, memories and certainly her life.
While she indirectly benefits from the teachings of all people in her life, she says that those people do not consciously understand her, or even know or accept her work. Her family, friends, and neighbors are vastly unaware of her projects and the impact they made, very likely because she quietly used the Internet to do her work in absence of an office or facilities that were needed but denied to her or taken from her often through manipulation or force.
Nevertheless, people who have worked with her on business and on her projects, or those who are her clients and students are aware of her work. The work has not become public or become known at scale partly because Ramala, following the mystical traditions, felt in part that the work must remain hidden and secretly seeded.
However, this is not what she learned as part of her manifest career in media and social work. She believed circa 2008 that a tipping point has come when the mystical practices must break ground and emerge on surface. In her quest to meet potentially likeminded spiritual people, she went to South Africa and visited a Sufi school. This later led to a landslide decline and catastrophe in her life. In her assessment, the issue was that the teachings of the school were visionary and advanced, but the community and the methods and actions of the school were anachronistic and rooted in distrust and fear, and it was the interactions between the members that led her to distrust and exit the community and carve her own path. Harassment and persecution by community members and some of its immature leaders led Ramala to experience doubt and a collapse of the better parts and aspirations of her Self. It was through extensive therapeutic work and through recollection that she was able to reconstruct a working self, but not before colossal damage and misalignment occurred. It was during this period of feeling persecuted and misunderstood that she had gone to the Himalayas, only to run in worse versions of the same issue: people mired in horrific backwards and destructive ways attaching themselves to her, and seeking to life themselves up while manipulating and sabotaging her, with occasional rays of sunshine in the midst of a dark and thick storm of constant malevolence.
By 2024 she believes, with much remorse and a never-abiding panic, that the boat, nay, the ARK may have been missed wholesale by humanity. The leaders and elders of the world have refused to see and make good of the shifts in consciousness and therefore, she says, in many but not all parts of the world, systems are in decline and crashing rapidly, leaving entire sets of local populations hapless, confused, dismal and stranded. Because there is no clear understanding of the shifts taking place in the life and worlds of people, people are experiencing the new, ecological way of life as punitive, when it is truly restive, nuturing and regenerative.
Ramala Hubb’Allah lives in the Pakistani Himalayas with her talented young daughter, multi-skilled artist Sofie.